On the 16th of september 2018 I have become activated.
I have one goal a simple goal, which constantly seems to be clouded by a complexity of things.
99% of these things I’m sure are caused by myself.
By myself I mean Abhinav (because that is what my mum calls me when shit is serious)
Here are a few examples of these “things”.
Do you want to look cool? (x)
Do you want to be single all your life? (y)
Do you wanna be zen like and appreciate everything that you got? (z)
Do you want to achieve things and BE more. (such a generic and bait thing to say)? (a)
Do you want to get after it, under it, above it or below it? (b)
Do you just wanna “do you” (like that don’t sound weird) (c)?
See what I did there, I haven’t even spoken about the one thing that I want and fucking immediately I go and say there is x,y,z,a,b and c in the way of the ONE THING I FUCKING WANT.
However crucially and proudly (if I don’t say so myself) I have mentioned that x,y and z are all caused by me!!
That’s the big difference between being 31 and 29 you start realising and acknowledging that most of the stuff that is wrong in your life is due to yourself.
So before I rant and rave about x,y,z,a,b and c all over again because I promise I will be doing it time after time during the experimental blog post that I think I’m trying out, I will finally tell you what I want my one goal actually is!
“So spit it out Abhi your wasting my time!”. I hear you, I hear you
Okay Okay
My one goal is to get myself financially independent, there I said it.
It’s a simple goal and I think the equation is :
Have enough money revenue coming in on a monthly basis, so that I don’t have to go to work.
Tomorrow I’m going to tell you what I think is in the way but today I’m going to tell you where I’m at so far.
Being 31 I hope you realise I haven’t being doing fuck all up until this point, but today is a milestone and a point where I would like to start detailing and tracking what I’m doing from now for no other reason than because I want to.
(Whoa I just started doing something I actually wanted to do……………. cray cray!!!!)
So without wasting anymore of my own time this is where I am with life
Shit that I got
September:
Cash – £8000
Shares in my Save as You earn scheme with my company that I work for – £60,279.32 Locked
Stocks and Shares ISA- 3,448.87
Shit that I owe people:
£161,455 to the bank for a flat that I owe the fucking bank
£10,000 to a family friend
£40,000 to my dad
£71,727 – £211455 = £-139,728……………………….
WOOHOO so close to being financially independent !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (If you don’t understand sarcasm, I’ll spell it out I’m nowhere fucking close!)
What is your net worth, just do what I’ve done above and figure it out, if you are better off than me congratulations keep going for more, and if you are doing worse than me don’t worry join me ad maybe we will get to FI together!
That’s it for now
P.s If you think I swear too much fuck you, stop reading.