25/10/2018
Ok so here’s the plan for tomorrow. I’m going to finish work early and head straight to the bank. I’m going to ask them to pull out 1000 pound cash.
That will basically trigger THE EVENT.
THE MONTHLY EVENT OF A LIFETIME, the detailing my net worth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Has the figure improved ?
Probably not the stock market is apparently on a “correction” or a on the cusp of a “bear” market, but after pulling out the 1k, my debt situation will have definitely improved.
I’m actually excited to do it, telling myself that I only have to do something 12 times in a year is nothing and yet it feels exciting.
It feels like it has to grow adapt and change and so will my decisions change as my net worth changes.
I picked up a dead leg at training yesterday.
I also picked up on the fact that our coach was not 100% all that he’s cracked up to be.
I don’t mean it in a condescending way, but he’s first off a sports scientist not a football coach at Arsenal.
Taking nothing away from his coaching ability because he is easily the best coach I’ve played for since I’ve ever played 11 a side football.
He’s also “obviously” trying to achieve his own data sets and a range of other things to further his career which is totally understandable too.
But for me his message personally doesn’t feel like he’s trying to push for a british asian to make it into the elite professional sports stage.
He’s educating us but he said something very profound to me about one of his colleagues at Manchester United. He stated that Jose does not listen or take on board anything his sport scientist explains to him.
It’s the same old bullshit everywhere, there is no point knowing stuff if you are constantly blocked in applying it.
Why teach my future son/daughter all the necessary skills to be a sports professional if one white coach from stoke is going to look at him and whisper in his head “he’s Indian, fuck him/her he or she ain’t making the cut”.
It’s going to take someone who is coarse, unfiltered, “knows it all” and absolutely doesn’t give a fuck to makes strides in this world of today.
By “knows it all” I mean the way the world works, the way people work and most definitely the way the money works, because with that knowledge you can eliminate roughly about 90% of insecurities that most people face in life.
Will I be able to teach my future children all this in a good time, most importantly at the right time? Who knows I gotta learn half of these fucking lessons myself LOLOLOL.
Right tomorrow I tell y’all my net mutherfucking worth!!!!!