18/9/2018
Normal day at work, came home and absolutely flapped (fell asleep) woke up and watched inter PROPER SMASH AND GRAB spurs and saw the first half of Liverpool vrs PSG.
Then me and my brother went to play basketball. We usually play with a bunch of friends on a weekly basis, however this bunch are what I consider all that is wrong with the world right now.
Let me explain…… It’s costs us £2 a week individually to play.
Guess, just guess how hard it is to get money off people.
It’s not only the literal abuse of the situation in terms of paying it’s also the abuse of respect when it comes to notifying people whether you are going to turn up or not.
Everyone confirmed that they were playing.
Two hours before we about to play one guy says in the whatsapp group “ you guys know that i’m not playing right?”
I then proceed to rinse him for his ridiculousness, to which he tries to defend himself and makes no attempt to even try to apologise. This twat instead tries to tell me that “I’m worse than his girlfriend” and made some brass innuendo “short” jokes about me. Absolute wanker
Literally have zero respect for last min cancellers they are right up there as the worse people and are just as bad as fucking solicitors.
I want to say how much I value my brother as he grounds me and tests me in a way that no one else can.
He constantly believes he’s in most facets of life that he is more mature than me and I think he believes he is more rational than me too.
Obviously all complete bullshit.
Not only am I smarter than I’ve ever been, I also know I ask myself and hold myself accountable on questions that are worth a minimum £20 grand, whereas individuals especially like my brother make a point of trying to talk down to you over £5 questions. They like to tell you that you’re thick, or lose their minds because you haven’t closed a door, even though he hasn’t closed a door on numerous occasions himself, but to me that type of stuff will always be £5 shit.
20k questions are like , Are you happy?, Do you feel well? What is your plan? Are you on track?
Notice how none of these questions involve moaning or blaming or belittling others?
You know why, because the BIG MONEY QUESTIONS will always be about yourself and only yourself.
I deliberately make myself stupid and look thick because it’s important to never take yourself too seriously unless someone is challenging/taking/abusing your respect and you know what,, it takes ALOT for me to feel that you are challenging my respect…….ALOT.
Pulled out another £200 quid today I think another two days and I might be able to explain a little bit of progress to you. Hopefully